26.12.06
ahh! I have been so busy these few days. With relative number dunno what who has just come from dunno where filling up all my nights. raah. And it's not like I really talk to them a lot. The children are all so young and the adults are well, adults. My sister has somehow managed to find a way to miss quite a few of these stuff, leaving me to sit there by myself and look at my niece and nephews (i'm not being biased but they're really the cutest of the lot). And somehow these meetings all have to end later than 10! Oh well, as my sister said, next time we won't be having such dinners anymore because by the time we grow up our three cousins would become old! So no more bbq party or whatever.

And I am damn pissed but I don't know what to do or how to deal with it. Nevermind, I shall go to sleep and maybe when I wake up tomorrow I will find a way to handle everything and then maybe by then I won't feel so loser-rish. There's nothing I can blame and I want to blame it on everything.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006

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